Love is You..

I wrote this for Blake. I love writing, and I haven't written hardly at all since I got sick! But I realized that I miss it! so here is the latest one, don't judge i'm kinda out of my groove:)

I thought I knew how to smile, until I saw yours..

I thought I knew what happiness was, until I met you..

I thought I knew what love was, until I fell in love with you..

You make me smile more than I ever have..

You make me happier than I ever thought I could be..

You have made me realize that I never knew what love really is..

Love is those butterflies I get whenever I hear your voice..

Love is the comfort I feel knowing you are mine..

Love is all those sleepless nights I lay awake thinking of you..

Love is the smile you bring to my face.

Love is the feeling of me wrapped in your arms..

Love is the shoulder you let me cry on..

Love is the way you hold my hand..

Love is those times I catch myself smiling at the thought of you..

Love is knowing that you are mine forever..

Love is you..

Ring! Ring! .. Is this Branae?

Yay!

Ok.. Anyway.. Life has been pretty stressful lately. I dont know why but it has been. You know when everything seems to be going wrong all at the same time? Yeah well thats pretty much whats going on! But im trying to stay positive and all that. Its actually working out for me for the most part! Ok anyway.. EXCITING NEWS!
I got a phone call on monday from one of Blakes mission buddies. His 'Favorite missionary' as he calls him. Elder Lee.. or Austin i should say now! Anyway he just called me to see how i was doing and to tell me how 'Elder Nisson' was doing. It was a great suprise! All i did the whole phone call was giggle.. Im like a little girl who has a crush on the kid she shares her crayons with!.. It really is that bad.. But its more than a crush! (obviously) and not with Elder Lee of course! Im talking about Blake! haha:) Anyway.. It was kinda like i was talking to Blake but not really, he was telling me all the stuff Blake does and says about me, and i have to admit i was blushing hardcore! Anyway.. It was AWESOME! and nobody seems to be as excited as me.. I told a few people and every answer was the same.. 'oh, thats cool..' So i gave up on telling people because they are all FUN SUCKERS! thaths right.. Fun. Suckers. And i can write it on the blog because i dont have to hear peoples responses! i just get to read them../ ignore them! So i can be all excited for telling people without having my happiness SUCKED out of me! so there you go! theres my story!

Happy Fun Sucking!

Just so you know...

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DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

As you can tell.. Im excited:)

I GET TO TALK TO BLAKE!!!:)

Cant Even Wait:)

Missing Him..

Laying in bed, can't sleep. Seems its been like this every night for the last 9 months. I have not slept normal since he left. It's like a part of me is missing. I lay here and think about they day he will come back, and how worth it it will be. But for now I just have to remember the times we were together and think its not too much longer until he is here again. It's rough, but I can do it. I'm strong and I'm not going to give up. Ever. I love you Blakey<3

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Random Post..

Somedays its easy, most days its hard, I always find myself saying "I wish it was over" or "I want him to just come home!' (pretty much everyday) And trust me, this is the hardest thing i have EVER done and hopefully the haredest thing i will ever have to do! But in the end it will be so worth it! Like some wise person (i dont know who but they sure are wise) Said: 'The hardest things in life bring the greatest blessings.' How true is that? I cant even begin to explain!

Im probably just rambling and making no sense but i need to let it out!

I cant wait until the day he comes home and i get to hug him and hold his hand, you have no idea how much i am looking forward to that. I know its only been 7 months! (7 months? HOLY CRAP!) But that sure is a long time, and i know i have a longer time to go! I know that he is where he needs to be and what he is doing is right and the lord is very happy with what he is doing, and i couldnt be more happy! I need to start telling myself that he is doing it for the lord, and the lord needs him right now. Like Blake always tells me '2 years is nothin compared to eternity babe!" and thats so true, the lord can have him for the next 2 years and i can have him for the rest of forever after that! and that day, well that day will be the best day of my life! Just you wait and see:)

My Handsome Missionary:)

When we get off the path, someone is always cheering for us..

Blake has almost been gone for 6 months! Isn't that just crazy? Seems like just yesterday I was bawling my eyes out in the back of my moms car with Liz telling her I was going to die, well good news: I'm still alive:) and I wouldn't be without the support of my amazing family, and Blakes family! I couldn't ask for better people in my life!

Well this last little while has been (for a lack of better words, excuse the language) HELL! Like no joke, my car breaks down(still broken) work has been stressful, the zoo doesn't have Zebras!!!(don't even get me started) I'm now 20 years old.. (don't get me started on that either) and I lost my hairspray! and so much more...


The other day at work we were having a Mario Kart competition and I had 2 extra kids, so there was me an 11, 7, and 8 year old playing. Well the 11 year old and me were tied and the 7 year old had no points so me and Denim(the 11 year old) decided to let him win a few rounds, Ridge ( the 8 year old) is a little punk and didn't want him to get any points.. so Ridge and Stryder(the 7 year old) were racing and Denim(stryders older brother) was cheering him on, saying stuff like " come on bud you can do it!" And just helping him out, while Ridge was saying stuff like "you suck, don't even try!" Well turns out Stryder actually won! Ridge got mad and locked himself in his room for a good half an hour(which was fine with me!) Anyway.. it got me thinking, Denim was like our heavenly father cheering us on, and Ridge was the devil (no offence to him) trying to get us discouraged. Sometimes we might fall off the edge of the track, or get going the wrong way ect. But our heavenly father is always there to help us get back on the path, and the longer we stay on the track the more the devil tries to get us off track, sometimes we get going the wrong way, but hey nobody is perfect, but our Heavenly Father is always there to help us back on the right path. We just have to rely on him for everything that we do. He is always cheering for us to make it back to live with him, and I know that that's what everyone wants and it will be the best thing ever to go back and live with him, so we have to do everything in our power to not let Satan get us down, and I know this is true and I say this in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

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